Showing posts with label feelings... Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings... Show all posts

Friday, November 20, 2015

yellow bloggy blog!!!

It's been so long since my last update.
Dah bersawang dah pun. Mau beribu spiders beranak pinak kat blog ni..

Maybe lani bukan zaman blog dah..so makin malas la nak menyonteng kat sini..
Anyways, lot's have changed these few years..family going to expand..naaaahhh, not from my side laaa..hehe..I'm getting a sister in law soon..in sya Allah..

My sister dah abih SPM last year..she's now in form six. Hopefully she'll be in Uni after this..in sya Allah...Hope she can really focus on her studies..

Mommy Daddy is busy nowadays..preparing for the wedding. It's their very 1st wedding in the family, so everything should be purfect..I've been appointed as Wedding Manager on the event day. Fuhh...berat jugak rasanya task tu. Risau jugak kalau2 terbuat salah on the biGG day. hehe..

Friends...well, friends come and go. Some are good for life, some are just memories..good or bad, let's make it as a peringatan (I seem to forget what's peringatan is in English) God knows better. I pray for their happiness..i truly do.

For me, well..i've changed car, job, hair styles, my tahap kerabunan (power mata) and the most significant changes...MY WEIGHT!!! (cry me the river now!) let's not go there..this post will be as basic as can be...it's 00.15 for God's sake!

hmm...what else..hmm, kitties are doing great, alhamdulillah..there's more stray cats joined the pack..eh, a group of cats called clowders (said mr internet)..my bf said i should called them a school of cats (coz they are pretty smart..well, she got that rite! haha..) lemme named those strays here..well, there's Elsa, Rosie, Grey, Spot, Max, Boo, Debe, Nicky and Salem..some of them just stop coming..i wonder where would they be? i really hope they are in good hands..if not, they'll be with their Creator..that's the best place for them.

owh, i went to ITALY and AUSTRIA in April 2015!!! will update that when i have time..hehe..one of the BEST time in my LIFE! thank you Ma and Ayah..for all the support you guys gave me for the trip. and ofcoz my bf, atita..and infineon. hahahah!!!

olrite, time for bed. esok mau bangun awal. last day of work. sabtew saya coti! whoot whoot!!!

* i miss the other strays who might be missing or been adopted or probably dead by now..Mimi, Minnie, Scooby and some of them I might have forgotten their names..i love u all..RIP dear babies...

** i am making a wish right now..for my family, my bf and myself..please dear God, hear my prayers..hopefully all great things will come soon..in sya Allah..

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Ollo me blog..how wow yewwww???

Dah setahun tak update blog ni..
ada kawan tanya, dah berkuboq ka bloq kucin belemoih ni?
ehehehe, tak la..cuma setahun ilang arah malas nak mampos nak update blog.
ilang inspirasi la kunun..muahahaha!!!

dlm kepala mmg byk story mory nak disimbah kat blog ni..but not tonight.
tatkala keja ofis yang melambak2 meruntun jiwa tidoq pun mimpi ngeri sangat lah tak seswai nak karang blog nak ganti balik setahun punya cita...
kalo gagah jugak nak update segala, pakai esok bos haku tukaq jadik *banshee la...

so tonite, lets just update 1 post regarding current situation..
baru sgt jadi.

bersin bersin bersin..

gatal mata since siang tadi sampai kena bukak lens tak tahan dok tonyoh mata..
risau jugak asik sgt tonyoh nanti lingkup bijik mata ni mana nak ganti woiiii...

now tgh dok pikiaq nak telan ubat allergic ka tak.. kalo telan lani, pakai payah la nak bgn pagi satni p keja..(saya ni tak tahan ubat, mkn panadol pun boleh weng mengantuk kadang2 tu...haish la...)

takpa, as of now mari pulun buat keja sikit lagi. pastu p la la land..
In sya Allah takyah telan obat..

love. peace. lust..(tetiba ja lust..hahahaha...)



*nota kaki :
Banshees are a type of vapour. They are the vengeful ghosts of insane women.
Banshees are most famous for their wailing, noise-making, and creepy singing. However, they also have powers related to controlling the air and weather as well as psychological abilities to manipulate and unhinge mortal minds.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

missing..

me mish my soul mate, Bimbs...huhuhu...this is the only picture we took (only the 2 of us) during Didirinie's wedding day...looking forward to meet u this wiken..  =)

panic!

I'm having a semi-panic attack. My boss is resigning soon..her last day is on May 8th..we were told we're gonna be assigned under new boss. Another lady boss..but that's not my concern..so far, my previous and current lady boss is very caring and understanding...but my future lady boss, aiyooo...not so caring and understanding, that's what I heard..

adoi la..camna ni...mati la aku..huhu...

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

tak tipu tapi cuma tak ckp betoi ja..

Dah lama x update blog..mlm ni tetiba terdetik nak update blog yg dah lama bersawang ni..but just a short update ja la..coz my dearest tuan tanah dah masuk dapoq nak start masak dah..I need to help her la kan..

anyway, 1st update utk tahun 2012...

I FEEL CHEATED!!!!


ok, tu ja..sekian!

Monday, October 24, 2011

karma



Saturday, July 9, 2011

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I feel useless!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

brain n feelings working together...

SLEEPY...

went to mart and bought redbull and 100 plus. took my meds with 100 plus. (kena sound ngan k/pah sbb mkn ubat ngan ayaq gas..hehe..) hope the pain in my pinky toe will reduce. later need go to SP for team dinner. pinky toe, u better not be in pain oke.. i wanna walk like a normal person. heh...

currently still sleepy. raining heavily outside. later dinner will be outside too, beside the pool. hope later won't rain in SP. if not, jadi cita industan la plak nanti. aiyooo...

toe, still feel a bit sore. but i think i still can tahan..kena belakon sket time jalan..kalau x, i will start hencot2 blk.. sungguh x menarik. ceh, mcm la style jln tu menarik sgt. heh..

mind...thinking of few things.. tomorrow will take 2nd half day. have important thing to do. hihi.. hope luck will be with me, aminnn...

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

wink wink..

today saya mc. my pinky toe yg paling kecik kaki kanan dah blue black sbb terkapit pintu bilik saya. huhu...sakit tp still buleh tahan. doctor nak bg mc 2 ari but saya baik n ckp 1 ari dulu la. doctor ckp, esok kalau sakit lagi p amik mc lagi 1 ari. baeklah doctor... :)

tadi noon, pas lunch saya telan obat doctor bagi. pastu terus laloq..blackout sat atas sofa. bgn2, Pepsy mai n naik sofa takyah ajak. dia bum dkt saya. mungkinkah Pepsy suka bau saya lepas bgn tidoq? haha! teruk la kamu ni Pepsy. but very adorable... dia mai dok dkt n saya pun usap2 dia sampai dia lelap. satja la..sbb pas saya snap pic di atas, Meshy mai dkt n Pepsy pun bgn n blah dari saya. :(

huhu..

kenapa dia x suka aku eh? sgt confuse lah...bau badan aku ka yg x best? eh, tapi dulu dia suka aku..ntah la, rasa sedih la each time dia lari dari aku..xmau aku pegang dia..huhu...

sampai ati Peppy...sob!

Friday, March 11, 2011

it's been a while...


hurmmm...there's a lot to update but my mind kinda blank each time i wanna write sumthing here. maybe next time i need to jot down some points before my nyanyok mind starts to lupa again...uh, here's an update..


this week, Monday...work from home. not feeling well but still gagah bukak laptop n tgk keja. maybe because the nite before i stay up till 5am doin ofisch work. bluerrghhh...melugai la bila ingat keja yg tak penah abeh tu. huhu...


tuesday..whole body ache cam nak demam but tak demam. my back especially sgt stiff cam style nak cramp..i realized my back skrg makin kerap sakit. this is one of the downside bila u keja ofisch n asyik duduk ngadap pc. bluerghhh lagi skali! uh, p jmp doc n dpt mc that day. dia bg obat sakit urat! uwaaaaaaaa, wa suda tua lor...BUT, still kena bukak laptop n keja tho mc. best kan? huhu...


wednesday..went to work as normal..terketaq2 kalut sbb site decide nak submission that very day. anything to please the customer. hebat bukan? btoy la ckp hg Bimbs..keja dgn depa lagi byk pressure n makin mengajar erti sabaq. hahaha..i miss u la Bimbs..now i know why u slalu break down time keja sini. huhuhu...

gambar sekadar hiasan sbb rindu kat Bimbs..huhu..sob!

thursday..keja jgk. kalut ngan itu ini..training Ratna, Sourcing new team member..group discussion sket. almost 7pm dah chow. tak larat dah. skrg makin sng letih la..owh, my body is getting old, but my mind still young oke. camna tu? hahahah...nak kena mkn supplement la camni. dowhhh...dari zaman batu lagi ckp nak amik supplement but sampai skrg tak buat betoi2..ish!



fridae..here i am..updating my blog at 1.30 in the morning. satgi nak kena bgn awai p keja. so, i'll update the rest of my day later in next post. hopefully something best akan jadi today. Aminnnn...



ps : nah Bimbs..wa dah update blog wa. Insya-Allah kalau xdak aral..wa akan slalu update pasni. if not, tunggu ja la nooo..hehehe..

Friday, November 19, 2010

♥♥♥ sha la la la la...♥♥♥

my heart goes shalalala shalala in the morning
shalalala shalala in the sunshine
shalalala shalala in the evening
shalalala shalala just for you!

here's our new family member...
Presenting....(drum roll pls..)


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♥♥♥
Marshmellow Cotton a.k.a Meshy a.k.a Cotton ♥♥♥

nampak cam Pepper kan Meshy ni? heheh..


thanks to Belle's family for this lovely kitty..chomels sgt budak kecik ni..hehe.. ingatkan nak dpt kitten boy, dah pilih nama Marshall..(cam macho n tough ja nama ni kan?) skali turn out she la..gurl lagi. so, now dah ada 3 kitties gurl kat umah..ngeeee, geram sgt dgn depa ni. chomels² belaka!!!

but as usual, Bubbles paling garang..Pepper dok ushar ja Marshmellow but dia x segarang Bubbles..skali, Meshy pun garang gak. tak padan kecik genit budak ni..hehe..tp dgn Bewls dia takut. kalau Bewls hisss or buat bunyi marah kat dia, Meshy akan dok senyapppp ja. bdn pun cam ketaq²..shian dia..yg paling tak tahan, Bubbles marah kat Meshy tp dgn Pepper skali kena marah. camna tu? takkan sbb color Pepper ngan Meshy nak sama Bewls terus tak cam Peppy? tah la..but kesian gak kat Bewls..asyik lepak kat dlm bilik ja. or lepak ataih washing machine. or lepak kat bwh katil..huhu..



Meshy suka main semua barang. one of it, ball of coz! heeee..



Peppsy tgh ushar Meshy dok meloncat choan²..




lani I just hope Bewls and Pepps akan cepat oke dgn Meshy..aminnn...

Friday, November 12, 2010

why oh why..??

it's fridae. not so happy. feels like something bad gonna happen.

dammit!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

1, 2, 3...

age is just a number...i don't give a crap!!!

Friday, October 15, 2010

kata ati..

kenapa saya tidak buleh marah lama2 dgn awak?

saya nak sgt marah lama2 sampai awak rasa awak kena tegur saya dulu. kalau dengan orang lain, setahun pun saya buleh buat derk..tapi dengan awak, kenapa cepat sangat saya lembut hati ha?

awak dah mandrem saya ka ha? ish, saya sgt tak puas ati..tapi skrg saya dah tak rasa marah dah..terasa ati pun tak dah.

oh Tuhan...ini bkn Farah yg saya kenal..Farah ni dah lembut ati. saya harap awak tak ambil kesemaptan dgn keadaan saya ni.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

For Your Entertainment



So hot out the box can we pick up the pace?
Turn it up, heat it up I need to be entertained
Push the limit, are you with it?
Baby, don’t be afraidI’m a hurt ‘ya real good, baby

Let’s go it’s my show
Baby, do what I say
Don’t trip off the glitz
That I’m gonna display
I told ya I’ma hold ya
Down until you’re amazed
Give it to you ’til your screaming my name

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way you’ll ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over

Chorus
Oooh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m about to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment
Oooh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off ya feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment

It’s alright you’ll be fine baby, I’m in control
Take the pain take the pleasure
I’m the master of both
Close your eyes not your mind
Let me into your soul
I’ma work ya ’til your totally blown

No escaping when I start
Once I’m in I own your heart
There’s no way you’ll ring the alarm
So hold on until it’s over


Chorus
Oooh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m about to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment
Oooh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off ya feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment


Entertainment…
I’m here for your entertainment…
Do you like what you see?
Let me entertain ya ’till you scream

Chorus
Oooh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m about to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment
Oooh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
‘Ya fallen angel swept ya off ya feet
Well I’m about to turn up the heat
I’m here for your entertainment


jom???!!! hik hik!

Friday, September 24, 2010

i'm like a sweepey bobble head now..

i shud be working rite now..but all i can think is sleep..

i am a one biG sleepy head! can't wait to sleep at home. yawnnn..!!!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

♥♥♥ 3 budak sourcing ♥♥♥

**the not so very happily ever after fairy tale..**

Once, there were 3 gurls name Dar, Finy and Farah. They're best friends and work in the same department. Everyday they see each other at work, sometimes even on the weekends.



Farah sat next to Dar in the office. Finy sat on the opposite row from Farah and Dar. They do most everything together. They went to lunch together, surau together..even in meeting room, they would squeeze to sit close to each other.


One day, Dar got an offer from UM for financial exec position. She took the job and left after 1 month notice. It's sad seeing her leave but it is for her own future and the 3 of them promised to keep in touch.


Then, left Farah and Finy, still hanging arond. They made a joke that they will resign together one day. haha..if only words can be real..


Today, Finy is resigning too..leaving Farah alone. hmm, time goes by without us realizing it.




i miss our old times together. KL, Langkawi, 1926 Hotel and other fun things we did together. hope our friendship remains forever. can't wait to get together again for another memorable sweet memories with you gurls.. ♥♥

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

otak saya asyik pikir...

ngantuk..
sejuk..
puasa..
lapar sket..
byk keja..
malas..
nak balik sharp2!!!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

life is a journey..and sometimes you need RM along the way..haha..!


today i learned how to jump start a car. thanks to Sifu Reza..nanti kita pi KM na..dgn K/Wana, Azida and Finy. heeee...but yang sedeynya, melayang RM sebab tukaq batry baru cap Panasonic. uncle tu cakap leh tahan sampai 3-4 tahun. tgk camna kita guna keta tu la..hmmm, hai la cik savvy..aritu u punya moto engine rosak..melayang RM jugak. ni batry plak. pasni rest sat na. i ada byk benda nak kena beli ni. rosak plan la camni..huhu..


"The beautiful thing about learning is nobody can take it away from you."--B. B. King